Sunday, June 24, 2007
I came across this website while bloghopping...found it interesting...
You entered: Siti Wardah
There are 10 letters in your name.Those 10 letters total to 49There are 4 vowels and 6 consonants in your name. What your first name means:
Egyptian Female Lady.
Your number is: 4
The characteristics of #4 are: A foundation, order, service, struggle against limits, steady growth.
The expression or destiny for #4:Order, service, and management are the cornerstones of the number 4 Expression. Your destiny is to express wonderful organization skills with your ever practical, down-to-earth approach. You are the kind of person who is always willing to work those long, hard hours to push a project through to completion. A patience with detail allows you to become expert in fields such as building, engineering, and all forms of craftsmanship. Your abilities to write and teach may lean toward the more technical and detailed. In the arts, music will likely be your choice. Artistic talents may also appear in such fields as horiculture and floral arrangement, as well. Many skilled physicians and especially surgeons have the 4 Expression.
The positive attitudes of the 4 Expression yield responsibility; you are one who no doubt, fulfills obligations, and is highly systematic and orderly. You are serious and sincere, honest and faithful. It is your role to help and you are required to do a good job at everything you undertake.
If there is too much 4 energies present in your makeup, you may express some of the negative attitudes of the number 4. The obligations that you face may tend to create frustration and feelings of limitation or restriction. You may sometimes find yourself nursing negative attitudes in this regard and these can keep you in a rather low mood. Avoid becoming too rigid, stubborn, dogmatic, and fixed in your opinions. You may have a tendency to develop and hold very strong likes and dislikes, and some of these may border on the classification of prejudice. The negative side of 4 often produces dominant and bossy individuals who use disciplinarian to an excess. These tendencies must be avoided. Finally, like nearly all with 4 Expression, you must keep your eye on the big picture and not get overly wrapped up in detail and routine.
Your Soul Urge number is: 2
A Soul Urge number of 2 means: With the Soul Urge number 2, your motivation is centered on friendships, partnerships, and companionship. You want to work with others as a part of a cooperative team. Leadership is not important to you, but making a contribution to the team effort is. You are willing to work hard to achieve a harmonious environment with sensitive, genial people.
In a positive sense, the 2 Soul Urge is sympathetic, extremely concerned and devoted. The nature tends to be very sensitive to others, always tactful and diplomatic. This element in your nature indicates that you are rather emotional. You are persuasive, but in a very quiet way, never forceful. You are the type that makes really close friendships because you are so affectionate and loving.
If this number is over-emphasized in your makeup, you may be over-sensitive, with a delicate ego that is too easily hurt. You may be timid or fearful, too easygoing for your own good.
Your Inner Dream number is: 11
An Inner Dream number of 11 means: You dream of casting the light of illumination; of being the true idealist. You secretly believe there is more to life than we can know or prove, and you would like to be provider of the 'word' from on high.
The big, bold words, I think, really reflects me...heh...anyways, the website is as below...
http://www.paulsadowski.org/Numbers.asp
SWEET LOVE 1:49 AM ;
Thursday, June 21, 2007
Them with whom I feel,
Closer to Allah,
Respected,
Loved.
I was
Protected,
Never Alone,
Not Scared to be me.
To Sadiq, Syarifah, Hanif, Hakim and Farhana...
Thanx for all the good times we had...
Although I was demanding...
Although there were times where things look bad...
You guys were great...
Despite the differences...
Despite the more frequent downs than ups...
You guys held on...
Dedicated and softhearted Sadiq...
Sweet and charismatic Syarifah...
Creative and brilliant Hanif...
Hard-working and cheerful Hakim...
Committed and helpful Farhana...
There is no team like yours...
Thanks for having the trust in me...
Lurve all of you to bits!!!!
SWEET LOVE 9:21 PM ;
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
k...finally...the last day...
I was super tired...that day...I was MIA all the way...would lurve to join the water bomb...actually, I can still hold on for 2 more days...really...done training camps without sleep b4...to make me moody lah...haha
I received many2 smses from my aunts...ok...got to leave...else pple with foul mouth will start telling my dad things...luckily my dad n I know each other well enuff...I left the camp for like 4 hours...came back happily at 3...collated the best group n best camper award...also the best leader...criteria: must win the vote...haha
actually...the criteria is that the camper MUST shine...be enthusiastic throughout the camp...be able to 'share' and 'spread' her enthusiasm to the group...or his...most importantly, NEVER defy the organisers, teachers and if possible, helpers...
then came the finale...the exco boys did it their way...after that, farewell...photo taking and returning of hp...wat else uh? oh yah...exco stayed behind for clean up...then had a lil debrief...n home sweet home...b4 long...I was sound asleep...
ok...I may have put in a lot for this camp...but I onli sponsored one meal...other sponsored stuff were not me...they were from my sis, someone zahroh helped to find, someone contributed through usth rusydah, from the excos themselves, and of course...from KhaZaNah Al-HaQ
I really hoped this camp had met the goals...bonded the sec three's...among themselves and also with the councillors and seniors...and teachers too...I believe they did...only wished that pple will stop bad mouthing the organisers...learn to accept pple's mistake...they are, after all, still learning...
--the end--
SWEET LOVE 9:14 PM ;
ok...here goes...as I said, we only had less than an hour's sleep... the minutes b4 we went to sleep...this was what happened
1) we discussed and discussed... not forgetting some 'girl' talk... hee
2) we cut and put in clues into envelopes... ok.. I put in the clues... but for every envelope, I checked about twice to ensure that everything was in...somehow or rather, one group didn't get theirs...so sorry!!!maybe it got stuck in the envelope? or the spirits at the KWM got it? muahahaha
3) we got really really hungry...I could hear my sis' stomach grumbling...so...wat else??? mcdelivery...we ordered and then had to wait for more than an hour...we fell asleep while waiting...never in my life did I ever eat mcdonald's at 2am...muahaha...well...took orders from the 'guards' and the girls at the shelter and after the wait...we ate...continued out 'work' then got super super sleepy...
4) at abt four, we slept...at 4.30am, I woke up to the sounds of constant footsteps near me...to my horror, I saw three dogs...n they were literally circling us...I tried to wake my sis up... but she wouldn't budge...luckily the dogs went off when I sat up...
K...after we woke up...got the campers to wake up, do their ablution and then prayers...
After which, Hakim and I got the breakfast ready, with the help of a few boys...that time, if I'm not wrong, the campers were supposed to have ball games... the boys ended up continuing their sleep, the girls, a few impromptu games... (mereka bukan tak bersedia tau...cumer budak2 tak nak main game yang disuruh...terpaksa cari jalan lain)
During the preparation of the breakfast...some of us got a lil naughty...we saw some unused water-bombs and started throwing at those not doing any work...not me though...then suddenly, they counter attacked...seeing the food spread in front of us, my sis n I decided to protect the food...my whole right side was sooo wet...n they hit hard too!!! (buta ke...takkan tak nampak makanan?? n kiter tak bersalah seh...) Thanx eh boys...
after breakfast, while the tents were being unpitched and the girls get cleaned up, the station masters got their envelopes from me...once again, I checked everything...at least I thought I did...when the campers were being briefed, some set off while the others tried to clear up the base...ruquiyah n I tried to hide the envelopes...at first we wanted to bury them in the sand...we didn't... just pasted them ard the playground...after all were gone, we transported the bags and tents and everything else to the mosque...thanx to t.zul, t. del and t.bazitah...
had our lunch at the mosque...some rest and a well deserved bath...by the time we left the mosque to do our cooking, hanif n dhirar were already back, getting ready to sleep...ok...so we did some shopping...a lot of phonecalls...and more shopping...when we reached my cuzzins house, we were already really really tired...sadly my cuzzin had to leave for work...if not...surely he'll goreng the macaroni...
so u know...we were sleepy...armed with knives and scissors, we cut sausages, crabsticks and fishcakes...while cutting, I fell asleep..I really did...ask Syarifah n Farhana...oh maaannn...luckily didn't cut my fingers!!! then, when we were waiting for the water to boil for the macaroni...the three of us fell asleep...I was sprawled on the floor while the other two...gracefully had their heads on the table...I woke up to my nephew throwing small balls at my face...shish!!! he must be angry at us for making his mom do our job...muahahaha...thanx kak yati!!! so after that we cooked...3 huge woks of macaroni...called sadiq to fetch the things and then washed n cleaned the place...
by the time we returned...the food was finished...really??? I thought I cooked three HUGE woks??? aiseh mannnn...
we then have our night activity...the sketch and the 'night maze'... somehow, it was cancelled...better not elaborate...(kesian sadiq...susah2 dier plan benda nie to suit the environment...) so the campers had to sleep n wake up at 4 for qiyam...while, once again, exco n i, this time accompanied by my fren, had our discussion...
after that, we had, what I would say, my longest sleep in 4 days...one and a half hour!! woo hoo
that day...was a stressful day for the organisers...hopefully, they learnt something from it n learn to be cool...hopefully too, a friendship was not severed during this day...insya Allah
SWEET LOVE 6:35 PM ;
Saturday, June 16, 2007
Before I start talking about the camp itself, let me clarify some things...
1. tradition is when something is practiced and accepted for quite some time....
2. no one was forced to help in the camp by either exco or me....not a soul...
3. almost all the activities were 'as-requested' in the feedback/survey forms that u all filled in
4. I only do things that cost me my time, energy and money if I love the pple I'm doing it for...
5. I may be new to the school..but I'm not too new...I've been updated and warned abt almost everthing in the camp...
Day 0... the Advanced Party...
The advanced party: supposedly, only seven can come...but it ended up to be more than double of that...luckily u boys 'behaved' yourselves...apart from some 'dettol' stuff
Day 1...
The theme for this day was teamwork and character building... the exco had cracked their brains after the exams, staying back till late, coming early and so on just to come up with games that build teamwork and character.... Kudos to them...n with the help of our sec fives and twos, the games went on smoothly...wel, no thanks to certain pple, we didn't get our loud hailer as promised.... last minute changes was done...luckily...things went smoothly... I shall not elaborate on how the games are played...instead, I shall tell u the point of each game...
The whole telematch: Teamwork, teamwork, teamwork
Move but not touch: the game was actually played wrongly...but the objective still remain the same...that is, creativity and intelligence...the real game is much much harder...may require u guys to take off ur shoes...
Blindfold Maze: ability to give and follow instruction...If I was the station master...I would say "ENGLISH!!!"
Drunkard Tailor: precision, ability to 'make judgement' even when not in the right state of mind
Transfer marbles: stability, creativity
Giant Pencil: same as blindfold maze plus teamwork...
Balance and Arrange: Teamwork and balance...
My station was balance and arrange...I do not know how many times I had to repeat myself...There is only ONE rule...legs cannot touch the ground....there were many things u can do... eg, use the pple around as poles and handles (this was wat ALL groups used after many many hints) one can also add another thing to step on...(grp B tried this, but didn't pass)... using hands...no one used this... but the best method was of course, for one to squat and the other to move across...the best method, tried and tested by the exco during the recce...
After the telematch, things got a lil bad...it was starting to rain...without the loud hailer, even my voice cannot be heard...but I didn't shout lah...if I did, many would be shocked...food came really late...so we couldn't go as we planned...that is to have everyone eating lunch peacefully on the beach or park area... but wateva lah... campers and those involved proceeded to the rock climbing place and had a great time while the rest, spent boring hours waiting for the rain to stop... luckily, they managed to find something to do....talk nonsense...even I was in the nonsense mood... then came the bad bad news...a family mishap... I was kept in the dark...as my hp was totally flat...n on the other side...they were too busy....after this, I lost a lot of focus to the camp... I'm sorry girls and boys...
I keep getting frustrated after that... every single complain by the organisers and helpers and the campers were like huge bells ringing in my head... every single question to me was like a piece of burning charcoal thrown at my face... I felt like crying, I wanted to leave the camp... But I remembered how enthusiastic the sec three's were and how very hard the exco had worked...
My sister came at about 8...I bombarded her with many many questions...everything seems fine...so things get going again...I was back as myself... going here n there...my sis gave her First Aid Lecture...btw peeps...her name is DURRIAH...not duriyah..haha... after the lecture was a supposed drill... guess wat??? when my casualty, hakim and I were waiting for the group to rescue us, we kinda hid from the group... I saw Khairil looking straight at my face...but the whole group just walked away...when they stopped and turned back, Khairil, once again was staring straight at me...but they walked away again....Khairil must have thought I was some ghost!!! wahahaha
After that, they washed up and slept...the exco and I had a lil discussion... I remembered telling them that they can go to sleep if they're too sleepy... but they came...full force... so proud of them... we talked n discussed for abt an hour, after which, the girls stayed to 'sleep' at that shelter while the boys went up to the other shelter to either sleep or do sentry...
Day 2 will come again shortly...
SWEET LOVE 1:00 AM ;
Thursday, June 07, 2007
Heh...a long time...I've been bombed with all the tags and sms's n reminder...ok here's MY update...
Lately, I've been really really really busy...those who've seen me lately would know how bz I've been...
Exams Results
After hours of marking, I finally finished all the papers...let's see
Maths: Atrocious...I wonder what I have been doing in class...the paper was difficult though...but I didn't expect that many to fail
English: Sorry to say...the paper was straight forward and easy...paper one was marked very leniently...warning girls n thw two boys...the paper will not be that easy anymore...that was a warm up...
Geography: The toughest to mark. Many did not do proper essays...so many failed...but try harder peepz...insya Allah can...
Biology: Sec three's generally well done...only the first few topics...questions just twist n turned around the same thing...sec four's however had tougher papers...n most did not study as u pple focused on the other subject...few passed...difference from highest to lowest was ard 50!!!
Parents' Umrah
My parents went for umrah...they left on the 19th May...had exams on that day...so rushed to the airport...after sending them off...my sis n I had dinner...my first time at popeye's...wonder why his name's like that..POP EYE??? heh...saw some Sec 3b girls...
Giddy Spell
I fell sick the day b4 meet the parents session...during meetings, I felt a slight headache...then on the way home, I felt soooo giddy...tried to sleep in the bus...but I felt like vomitting...then while walking home, I felt like flopping on the ground...managed to reach home...smsed pple warning them that I may not come the next day... once I reached home...the toilet became my victim...I kept vomiting until like 1 am...then I fell asleep...until abt 5am...I woke up light headed...went for the meet-the-parents session and had to skip my exams...
Meet the Parents Session
I don't remember what the session is called...heh...I met some parents, some aunts and some sisters... there was quite some chaos at first...but things were settled after some councilors came in to help...
There was also a mini bazaar...the exco, sec 2's and sec 5's had lil stalls along with our budding enterpreneurs from pri 6...it was a hot day...but it seemed that the kids did haf some fun... I bought a mini globe from sec 2A...
At the end of it though...the canteen was an awful sight...by then most helpers, stall holders and councilors have gone home...the primary 6's however, were still in sch to help clean up the area...Secondary students, I hope you pple take this as an example...finish what you have started...do not wait for pple to clear up your mess... I would like to thank Hakim, Muhaimin and Khairil Bahri for their help to pick up all the litter and carry ALL the tables and chairs up to the musollah after the event...Thanks boys...
YEC
Already had an entry on this...but wud like to add on things...
Somewhere during discussion and doing the things, the girls were on the verge of giving up... luckily they didn't...we would not have had all the fun if they did...
Girls...In all your work, never never ever give up...when things go wrong and seems difficult or almost impossible to achieve, that is when ur strength and iman is tested by Him...things that flow smoothly would not have the same effect if there wasn't the difficulties involve... problems that are solved in the middle of something normally bring the members closer and the success will be sweeter...remember this
Sec three camp
We've had countless meetings and at least three recce's of which we got lost for more than an hour...sec 3's beware...muahaha!!! Not telling anymore...better wait till camp's over...
Klah...that's all for now...chaozzz
SWEET LOVE 11:41 AM ;
A whole two weeks of hard work for the girls...a whole two days of almost no sleep for us...but it was all worthed it....
Not only did KhaZaNah Al-HaQ won $400 for being in the second place...I believe the experience and knowledge gained plus the friendship forged during the event was priceless...
The girls sold: personalised badges, rice art, stickers, balloons, hand/face towels...they also had blouses there...
I'll upload some pics...didn't take much though....
Once again...congratz KhaZaNah Al-HaQ...thanx to all those who supported and helped...
To the girls of KhaZaNah Al-HaQ: Job well done...apologies if somehow or rather I've scolded u gals for no reasons...
SWEET LOVE 11:10 AM ;
The rule:Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things about himself or herself. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rule clearly. In the end, each tagged person needs to tag 6 other people. List their names and don't forget to leave a comment reminding them that they are tagged.
1) I actually get angry easily...But I keep it well enough
2) I cry easily...When I cry, I normally cry myself to sleep
3) I'm dot dot dot years old...But I still want a brother
4) I love peppermint and chocolate mixed
5) I super love water sports...But I can't swim
6) I'm an English teacher...but I never liked that subject
Pple tagged: Az, Hanif, Adlyna, Nadhrah, Qamarul & Arifah
SWEET LOVE 9:56 AM ;
