Recently, I think I have not really been myself...I loose concentration so fast I can't really study...what's worst was what happenned yesterday...
Kak Zai's bus came first (even if mine came, I would let her go first) but somehow, after she left yesterday, n the rest of the pple at the bus stop left, I kinda had the sudden feeling of fear...I had never felt that kinda fear b4...where I suddenly started reciting some Quranic verses..n I dun even know y I was so scared
I really didn't know why I felt sooo afraid...wanted to call someone...but dunno who to call...at first it was a gust of wind...suddenly, someone tapped my shoulder...I FROZE...literally...that someone tapped again...I dare not turn...then that someone shook me n called my name!!! I had actually been so afraid I didn't hear anyone coming...It was an ex-colleague of mine...she said she called my name a few times...(I didn't hear her!!!)
Well, so we went home together since we were heading the same direction...we compared our current job with the last one...I really thank God for where I am now...not saying that AI was bad...but it was great...but add an M in front, it's marvellous...muahaha...as I've said in one of my earliest post, I luv my job...but I never imagined that I will still luv it 7 mth later...(I've been in MAI for 7 mth???)
So, after we split up, as I was walking to my block, I thought about the scare I had at the bus stop...the wind, the fren...maybe I had too much on my mind...I'm contemplating on asking for a leave...need time to do my assignments, memorize a lot of stuff and mark!!! Plus, I truly am disappointed on that day...shan't rave on more...u pple may get bored...
SWEET LOVE 10:44 PM ;